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Sex before work

So when I was younger I could have sex any where, any time and be totally great after. Now mind you I waited till I was eighteen to even have sex. Still it was always the best feeling. Where could we do it? How long would it take? Could we get done before anyone else showed up? Did anyone here us? I’ve done it in some of the strangest places and I have done some of the strangest things. I’ve never been shy and I have never been quite. I have always been open about my sex life with nothing to hide.

Now I am thirty-three and married and have one child. I am also female and annoyingly hormonal. There are sometimes I just really am not in the mood to have sex, like at all. Sometimes this mood can last days, weeks and even months. My husband gets annoyed and pissed off when this happens, but he still stays and loves me. We do have an open marriage, but he has never taken advantage of it (he is crazy I know. I can be a total bitch sometimes). He always tries to have sex like right before I have to get up for work because he says “I want you to be able to sleep before work”. Awesome that’s grate, but it annoys me more being woke up before my alarm on days I work (once again I know total bitch).

Well I finally gave in and we did it (baby, no baby we will see). Well I even took a shower and put clean cloths on and smell goods, but I still feel like sex. I don’t know how I worked threw my twenties and managed to keep a job because I sure the hell didn’t care back then. I’m sore in places that shouldn’t be sore at work. I’m drained from more then just having a two year old and not gonna lie it wasn’t the best sex I have ever had with him. I don’t know if it’s because I’m old or my body has changed since having a kid, but it just really wasn’t working for me this morning.

All I can say is sex before work is not my cup of tea anymore and it’s gonna be hard explaining that to my husband.

January 20

20 Jan

It’s been awhile because I have been sick. I have a strong hate for my sinuses. I love the smell of fresh rain and home cooked food, but every single winter for as long as I can remember I get sick because of crap running down my throat. I feel dead to the world and like my eye balls are gonna pop out of my head because of the pressure. The fact that I have to go to work feeling this way makes it even worse. DayQuil and NightQuil are my best friends this time of year. I may feel drugged as hell, but at least I can work.
Work has been ok. It has been super slow due to the off season so there are not a lot of flights and I don’t get a lot of hours. The crew is getting better at closing so it’s not taking as long to get out of there.
Spent my days off at my friends house just to get away since I have been sick for two weeks. I unpacked most of her house and now it actually looks like someone lives there. My friend doesn’t want roommates, but also won’t stay at her house alone so she stays with her boyfriend all the time. I am hoping this way she will spend more time at home.
Things with my husband are ok. I think we are living in a comfortable co existence. We have not been fighting and have actually been talking, but there is something that is missing. I still do not feel comfortable having sex in out house with a bunch of roommates. I don’t know why I hate the thought of it, but I do. We will see what happens when we go to Alcatraz in February for my birthday. Maybe I will finally feel comfortable and we will have sex again.
Well off to work I go.