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January 3rd, plus a couple days

As of January 3rd I have been at my place of employment a full year. I had planned on writing this on the 3rd, but I was sick and it just wasn’t happening.

In the year I have been here I have seen so many things. I have seen people doing things they shouldn’t. I have seen people doing more then they should. I have seen people get acknowledged for good and bad. I have become friends with people I never thought I would and had disagreements with them also.

At this job I get sick pay, holiday pay and vacation pay. All of which I am not used to. I have been working since I was 14 and this is one of the first jobs that actual fallows the rules and takes care of their people.

I have an easy job stock, clean, fold shirts and ring people up. It is one of the simplest jobs I have ever worked. And since I now have a two year old I am perfectly fine with it. In thirty years when I retire I will have a retirement fund and I never ever dreamed of that.

Working this job my daughter is taken care of. My house bills are paid and we finally may be able to build our credit enough to actually buy a house.

All of the teenagers (and some adults) that complain “Oh we don’t get paid enough” and “Oh this job is just to hard for me” I am so confused by. Yes I could go get a job that pays more, but I’m 90% sure I would hate it. I’ve been a manager and I’ve worked in a wearhouse and call center. I have hated each of those jobs and they stress me out.

After a year I have seen the ups and downs. For now I’m gonna stay and focus on building a future. Here’s to another 29 (or so) years.

 
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Posted by on January 6, 2018 in Life, Work

 

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2 days off, 5 days to go

So I spent my two days off this week sick as hell. Like head foggy, nose running and a fever sick. I also spent my two days off super medicated and taking care of my two year old daughter (being a mom is job you can’t call-in to). I got all the cloths washed and folded. The dishes are cleaned and put away.

Now it’s the five days of work. Five days of walking up at 2am (1am two of those days). Five days of donations. Five days of the employee bus. Five days till the freedom of vacation. You have no idea how long five days is till you wake up and go to work on your Monday.

 
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Posted by on January 5, 2018 in Family, Life, Work

 

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Double Standards

Nothing is ever equal

One is expected to pay their own way

One gets everything handed to them

One suffers with nothing

One has everything

One must walk

One gets a ride

One must fight to move forward

One slides on by

One gets more because of what’s between their legs

One gets none

One begs for food

One throws it away

One is judged for who they love

One loves who they want

One is looked down on because of color

One gets a free ride because of theirs

One is hated because of nationality

One is loved and does nothing

One is hated because of their beliefs

One is praised, but believes in hate

Double standards are a part of us. They are inside of everyone. We may not show it, we may not say it, but every single one of us has been hurt by it or has done it ourselves. Whether we like it or not it’s how we are raised. All we do is move forward and educate the next generation on having an open mind and maybe, just maybe there will be a little less

DOUBLE STANDARDS

 
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Posted by on December 5, 2017 in Life

 

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Walking

Walking down the road I thought

Walking down the road I laughed

Walking down the road I cried 

Walking down the road I died

Just sometime to think, to ponder what is, was and will be 

Just sometime to laugh at things that need to be laughed at

Just sometime to cry your eyes out without someone watching

Just sometime to die a million times and come back free

A walk is always what is needed 

 

 
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Posted by on May 5, 2015 in Life

 

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Him

A breath

A touch

A look

Something I cannot live without

A sensation 

A excitement 

A feeling

One thing I cannot live without

I miss the way he breaths on my neck 

I miss the way he touched my back

I miss the way he looked at me

I miss the sensation of his touch

I miss the excitement of his stories

I miss the feeling of his body on my

Something, the one thing I cannot live without is him 

 

 
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Posted by on April 22, 2015 in Family, Life, Married Life

 

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His wife

The look in his eyes in the morning

The touch of his hand

The sensation of his kiss

He makes me feel like the most beautiful women in the world

He loves me even with all my faults

He treasures even the small things I do

I smile just thinking about him

I close eyes thinking about his kisses

I daydream about him holding me

I am proud to be his wife

I am happy when he calls me his wife

I am in love and I am his wife



 
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Posted by on February 26, 2015 in Family, Life, Married Life

 

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