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Double Standards

Nothing is ever equal

One is expected to pay their own way

One gets everything handed to them

One suffers with nothing

One has everything

One must walk

One gets a ride

One must fight to move forward

One slides on by

One gets more because of what’s between their legs

One gets none

One begs for food

One throws it away

One is judged for who they love

One loves who they want

One is looked down on because of color

One gets a free ride because of theirs

One is hated because of nationality

One is loved and does nothing

One is hated because of their beliefs

One is praised, but believes in hate

Double standards are a part of us. They are inside of everyone. We may not show it, we may not say it, but every single one of us has been hurt by it or has done it ourselves. Whether we like it or not it’s how we are raised. All we do is move forward and educate the next generation on having an open mind and maybe, just maybe there will be a little less

DOUBLE STANDARDS

 
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Posted by on December 5, 2017 in Life

 

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My little Jellybean

Laying here 8 1/2 months pregnant I realize something.

Soon your smile will brighten my day.

Soon your fingers will wrap around mine.

Soon your laugh will echo off the walls.

At first being pregnant seemed like a dream that I didn’t think was real. There was so why I was really making a person. As the months went by and we slowly got your stuff it slowly started to become real. Now when I see you moving and feel your hiccups I just sit here in awe because you are real and you will be here soon.

Am I gonna be a good mom? Who know, but I’m gonna try.

Am I going to do the right thing? Probably not, but we will learn from it.

I don’t know how life is going to be, but I do know I am grateful to have you in mine.

Mommy loves you Osa Lurenda 💝💖💕 

  

 
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Posted by on December 6, 2015 in Baby

 

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Scared

So I’m sitting here waiting on a ride to work and I realize I’m scared. I spent the weekend sitting at home feeling anxious the whole time. Something is wrong and I don’t know what it is. I know I’m scared. Scared I can’t make this work. Scared I’m gonna fail school. Scared I’m gonna fail at life. I am 28 years old just married, just started school, just moved to a new town and in scared. My family is not here my best friend is not here. There are so many things I wanna bitch about so many things I wanna say and I can’t cause I’m so damn scared.

 
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Posted by on October 2, 2012 in New to this world

 

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