As Christmas gets closer I realize there have been so many first that I took for granted or that just seemed to come with the territory. First laugh, first tooth and all the first holidays, but this day this is mommy’s favorite day and now I get to share that excitement and joy that I felt growing up. The lights, the food and all of the laughter. We will have many many first, but this one, this one means the most to me.
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Scared
So I’m sitting here waiting on a ride to work and I realize I’m scared. I spent the weekend sitting at home feeling anxious the whole time. Something is wrong and I don’t know what it is. I know I’m scared. Scared I can’t make this work. Scared I’m gonna fail school. Scared I’m gonna fail at life. I am 28 years old just married, just started school, just moved to a new town and in scared. My family is not here my best friend is not here. There are so many things I wanna bitch about so many things I wanna say and I can’t cause I’m so damn scared.
Hello world!
So I am new to this but I have things I want to say and sometimes they my piss people off, but at least I can voice em here.