Shit happens
Life happens
Where does the time go.
I told myself I would write something everyday once I had Osa. I told myself this would help me get things off my chest. Do I write everyday? Nope. Did it help me from getting upset all the time? Nope. Do I feel like ripping my hair out? Yep. Am I going to remember to write something tomorrow? Not going to lie I might not, but today, today I have a lot to say.
As Christmas gets closer I realize there have been so many first that I took for granted or that just seemed to come with the territory. First laugh, first tooth and all the first holidays, but this day this is mommy’s favorite day and now I get to share that excitement and joy that I felt growing up. The lights, the food and all of the laughter. We will have many many first, but this one, this one means the most to me.
You will be here soon.
Your cries will wake me up.
Your cloths will be all over the closet.
Your toys will be all over the floor.
You will wrap your fingers around my heart.
You will take over my life.
You will be my forever.
Laying here 8 1/2 months pregnant I realize something.
Soon your smile will brighten my day.
Soon your fingers will wrap around mine.
Soon your laugh will echo off the walls.
At first being pregnant seemed like a dream that I didn’t think was real. There was so why I was really making a person. As the months went by and we slowly got your stuff it slowly started to become real. Now when I see you moving and feel your hiccups I just sit here in awe because you are real and you will be here soon.
Am I gonna be a good mom? Who know, but I’m gonna try.
Am I going to do the right thing? Probably not, but we will learn from it.
I don’t know how life is going to be, but I do know I am grateful to have you in mine.
Mommy loves you Osa Lurenda 💝💖💕
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